💰 Why God Didn’t Give Me the Money When I First Believed
I believed. I showed up. I blogged like it was my calling—because it was. I gave game. I gave God. I gave glory. And still… the millions didn’t come.
Not then.
And for a long time, I thought it was me. That I wasn’t “doing it right.” That maybe God forgot.
But now I see the truth so clearly:
It wasn’t that I wasn’t ready. It’s that the world wasn’t ready for a woman who refused to shrink. God wasn’t punishing me. He was protecting the frequency I carry from being sold too early to people who weren’t ready to receive it.
Back then, I would’ve undercharged. Overgave. Tried to prove I was “grateful.” I would’ve dimmed to stay relatable. I would’ve burned out trying to be seen as humble, instead of walking boldly as the woman He called.
And God said—“No.”
Not until you remember who you are. Not until you stop performing for payment. Not until you trust Me more than the money.
So here I am. Unapologetic. Unshakeable. Unavailable for anything less than divine overflow.
And now? The millions are inevitable. Because I don’t need them to become who I am. I am her already. And the money is just catching up.
P.S. I’m already making multiple 6 figures per year. We’re talking about real money. Millions flowing effortlessly.
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The average person is poor, because they haven’t failed. They are too afraid to introduce CHANCE or risk into their life. They want to play it safe and have job security.
Now allow me to give you an example…
Sometimes when I’ve done sales calls in the past, and operating in the divine feminine energy, I think I’ve done some unconscious men a great disservice by not telling them to grow bigger balls! You see conscious men buy in to work with me, but sometimes unconscious men who are starting to tire of their suffering are brought to me by sending out strong urgency signals to the Universe… But they have no idea what’s going on nor do they understand how the Universe is assisting in the manifestation of their desires. I see people desperate for answers, and the Universe grants them their wish and points them in my direction. They find me. They contact me. They say they want help… But many of them seriously think they know it all…
People with a spiritual practice on the other hand can sense that they’ve found the key to unlocking their happiness and wealthy future. I mostly attract spiritually aligned souls…
One pretty dope guy recently was the first to say WOAH when he heard my prices. He’s unconscious, but I could literally see his destiny laid out for him. I saw him as the big star he wanted to be, inspiring people all around the world. But maybe I had more faith in his vision, than he did.
For spiritual souls it’s common sense to buy in. But for some unconscious people like him they may suddenly panic in fear, start running scarcity through their minds. Allowing fear to completely take over their thoughts. They want to hold onto their PAYCHECK money… The paycheck that they have be programmed to receive.
Let’s pause for a second and explain that.
So the wonderful school system. It’s designed to teach people how to be poor. Have you ever noticed the school system doesn’t teach you about money or even love and relationships? The two things you need in order to successfully function as adult human..
The school system is designed to teach you to be an employee or a doctor or a lawyer, or specialist. Doctor and lawyers often don’t realize they’ve been sucked into the system due to the hierarchy. In the 3D Dimension, the Doctors and Lawyers have high ranking and authority. Their job title gives them prestige. They work long hours, spend years paying back student loans and are often tired and looking for a better way. (The government doesn’t allow schools to educate about money.)
So because people aren’t being educated on money, poverty is being passed down in the family. The beliefs are passed down. Like “Money doesn’t grow on trees.” When it’s common sense that money is printed on paper, and paper comes from trees. Most of these beliefs are emotionalized. So It’s literally in the DNA of the family. The only way to break the curse of poverty is to actually become conscious and study money.
But back to team paycheck… Many are afraid to jump even when a proven opportunity to finally win big in life; by fulfilling their dreams of financial freedom and finally having that business they crave, is presented to them. They start saying what they “CAN’T” do, instead of asking How CAN they do… They make EXCUSES to stay put..feeling SAFE…afraid to FAIL. Held hostage to the system set up to keep them on the hamster wheel. Especially the middle class. They start to feel like “Maybe I should just be content with what I have? How dare I want more!”
Even when some athletes make millions of dollars they find themselves poor again years down the line. So do lottery winners. Because money and wealth is a MINDSET.
The moment an “employer” pays you, that’s the trap. You are trapped into believing that the only way to make money is to receive a check from your employer. Meanwhile entrepreneurs basically in a way, work for free. There are no guarantees. And for many it seems like pure insanity to live in such uncertainty. It takes a great amount of FAITH and BELIEF.
I understand. As I was raised in the projects. At times my grandmother couldn’t afford to give us $1.25 cent to catch the bus. We walked hours sometimes to go from our townhouse in the projects to another family members house in the projects 90 blocks away. Like from 6th street to 90th street or something like that. Heck we actually thought one project was more luxury than the other. .. However, my soul wasn’t playing that. From a very early age I was signaled that something wasn’t right about not having money. It just didn’t seem right. I was programmed to go after riches. So, nobody ever had to beg me to help myself. I pay up like “Here you go. teach me!! Gimme Gimme Gimme. Run me that knowledge. I need that. Give me all of that!” I operate in that paradigm as an entrepreneur. We walk past fear.
But because I was raised that way, and deep down, I know that I was simply a light born in darkness, I often feel great sympathy for those who are poor, yet trying hard to figure it out.
So while it seems like insanity that there are people who actually report to a 9-5 that’s killing their soul, have the money to invest, yet they are not willing to do what it takes… Once again, I look over my life and see how hardships pushed me into becoming an entrepreneur. There was no other way. I was going to win no matter what. So being in the entrepreneur community, I know that most constantly invest in their business, brand and mindset, in addition to working tirelessly, in hopes of achieving their next level. This technique of working in the masculine energy also burns out eventually…
Personally I’ve walked away from multiple 6 figure gigs, just to start all over again and make more and more money each time. At times I’ve woken up in the morning and had already made thousands of dollars over night, without having any product for sale. It’s a really cool feeling.
But, all of the winning and reward is in the RISK. If you’re not willing to risk anything you can’t win big. Entrepreneurs risk, and put their money on the line time and time again… Not to mention having to ignore the judgements of family and friends, the pressures of watching everyone ball out on the internet; and stick with the vision. It’s not easy, but it’s so rewarding beyond anything a paycheck could ever give you.
Seeing how clearly I see things, I used to feel a great burden on my shoulders to awaken people, to get them to listen to me. It’s the real reason I started blogging.
But recently i stopped feeling responsible to get people to change their life. It’s not my calling. My responsibility is to only make you aware of your sleeping state and lead you to seeking consciousness or direct you with a strategy to manifest your souls desire. I am not here to do the work for them.
Right now in this world there are thousands of people buying into various life coaches and life coaching programs. For those people they are start a journey of deep self-discovery. Most are buying a crappy program that will slow them down. Others will listen to their soul and align with the proper life coach.
A few months from now these people, my clients, the clients of my magical life coaching friends will all have new lives…. But 98% of the rest of the world will still be sleep. Because they are too afraid to CHANGE.
You’ll never get what you want, by pretending you don’t want it. ~ Kissy Denise
Whatever you ignore, essentially is what you repel. It’s what you will keep away from you.
SUCCESS requires that you admit what you want from life. SUCCESS requires that you be honest with yourself.
Pretending to not want something that you really want makes you feel better. It’s a way to please your ego. It makes you feel better about not getting it. So you stop working towards it. You release it from your subconscious, but not really, instead you grow resentment for it.
What am I talking about?
The two most popular things people pretend they don’t want.
Love
Money
Let’s start with love. Have you ever noticed that everyone who says love isn’t important to them is either single, or running through multiple relationships that they just can’t seem to get right?
Or they are in a loveless relationship, because they don’t believe in real love, because they’ve never felt it.
The crazy thing about love is once you’ve felt it, deeply in your soul, you can never escape it. You want more. Even if you sit idle on the sidelines by yourself, enjoying yourself, your subconscious craves the connection that love can give you. So you venture back out into the world, dust yourself off and try again. You hope this time you’ll get it right. Eventually you will… You will always find what you seek.
Let’s talk about MONEY…
Money… That word is taboo for many. It’s not talked about, because many don’t believe they have access to it. The rich is often kind enough to not want the poor to feel bad about not having it, so old money has a rule to never discuss money. It’s tacky to discuss, yet they don’t lack it…
Other people who wanted lots of it have it, and flaunt it every chance they get. #NewMoney
People who desire to be rich, are rich. Nobody gets rich on accident. (Don’t quote me on that. I’m sure somewhere in history, there is a Deyfus who somehow tripped into a pile of money and blew through it.) Even the individual who holds a poverty mindset, yet wins the lottery through their pings of desire for riches being sent out into the universe, along with taking aligned action, who actually wins, only to later go broke; still told the Universe what it is they wanted…
Those with a poverty mindset are often heard sayin things like “Money isn’t everything.” or their other favorite line is “My kids don’t want for anything.” As if their kids wouldn’t love to live in a decent neighborhood, and walk home from school without the fear of being shot. Or the luxury to be able to enlighten their children by taking them on trips all around the world. Or maybe even to pay for the future college education those kids may eventually seek…. Short-sighted thinking…
Poverty minds raise poverty kids and pass the mindset down from generation to generation. The mindset sets in a generational curse, due to inherited limited beliefs. People with poverty minds often resent the wealthy and those doing well. They believe the wealthy snatch up all the money and leave none for them.
Some even resent money in the name of religion. They believe money is an evil thing because Jesus said it’s easier for a camel to get through the eye of a needle, than it is for a rich man to pass into Heaven.
But what he was talking about is an evil person who practices ruthless ethics for the sake of acquiring money. Or someone so focused on money they can see nothing else. In order to get into Heaven, one must have their spirit right. Get your spirit right, and you’ll experience Heaven right here on earth.
Once you enter the gates of Heaven, money is unlimited. It’s unlimited because it’s spiritual. It’s simply a construct. Those in heaven get whatever they ask for. Why not ask for a prosperous business????
I WANT IT ALL!
How many people want both love and money, but you’ve been told that you can’t have it all? Yet you look around and see, many people do seem to have it all. But then you hear the naysayers scream “It’s a hologram. You don’t know what those people’s lives is like. They are unhappy.”
And the naysayers may have a point. But is money making them unhappy. Is lack of love making them unhappy? What is truly making people unhappy when they seem to have it all? It’s not what you think it is.
Some of you know like you know. You know you came here to get everything you came here for. You have no intentions of just settling for one thing like the others. You have no intentions of stopping at making $100,000 a year. Even $200,000 isn’t enough. Half a million is like “Okay. That’s cool.” Your plans are way bigger! You believe in yourself on a grand scale. You’ve already admitted to the Universe what it is that you seek. You have faith that God didn’t implant those desires in your heart to not hand you what you want. You know, you’re going to get it. The Universe is aligning you with people like me…
Right now, you’re pushing, hitting an income ceiling and can’t get through. You see the brick wall, you want to kick it down. You see yourself kicking it down. But that’s the wrong method. You gotta walk through it and over it. I know you’re happy, abundant and quite successful. You’ve experienced great success. Especially if you compare yourself to others.
Yet you know you’re being called to do more. No amount of settling you try to do, will ever please that soul of yours. Before you arrived here on earth you signed a contract for greatness. You’re awakening. Remembering, what you came here for. It’s why you are living a boss life, yet feel like something is missing…. Purpose. You came here to have it all. That’s the plan! World domination. You may as well stop pretending you don’t want it. You can’t trick yourself out of this. Trust me I tried. It sent me into darkness. I had to rise and admit my truth. Walk straight into the fire… And don’t think you have all day. You don’t. I was taking my lolly good time, not showing up to write these blogs for you, and God said okay, let me send this woman a message and let her know her undisputed purpose. I stopped standing in my own way and walked into my mission. The mission to empower you.
It’s time. To reset your mind, to go after your dreams and goals. Dream Life is here now. It’s within your grasp… If you decide, to reach for it. That you’re going to do the work. That you’re going to show up. That you’re going to make it happen, NO MATTER WHAT!
Past success is cool. But there are new rules.
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MESSAGE ME HERE and lets have a conversation about getting what you want out of life.
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